tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-66301142308355888802011-04-21T13:12:08.940-07:00CMnoreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6630114230835588880.post-55651635954259166832007-05-10T13:09:00.000-07:002007-05-10T13:14:58.878-07:00I'm fat. I weigh 215 pounds, which is about 30 pounds MORE than my husband. I wasn't always like this. I'm not sure what happened, but I know I need to change it. <br /><br />My goals:<br />1. Do one pull-up<br />2. Run for 10 consecutive minutes<br />3. Eat more healthy (healthily?)<br />4. Quit smoking - not sure how I feel about this one since I enjoy it so much. Yeah, I know the dangers and that I should really quit, especially having had my cervix removed b/c I have HPV and HPV and smoking is just asking for it.<br />5. Cut back on sugar<br /><br />That's it for now. I think writing all this out will help me. I don't have a game plan yet, but I'm looking forward to the challenge. I am sick of being this way. I hate what I've become. I hate that people don't notice me at all. They don't acknowledge me. Except other fatties.<br /><br />More than anything though, I hate that I'm that wife. The one that's let herself go. And I'm sure people feel sorry for J since he's so fit and athletic. I want him to be proud of me. Not to be confused with doing this for him. This is all for me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6630114230835588880-5565163595425916683?l=weighty.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CMnoreply@blogger.com0